|
11/8/2019: I'm writing a blog sooner than I thought I ever would. And there are several reasons as to why I am writing right now. 1.) because I actually have a couple of people who read these blogs and 2.) becauese I had a REALLY HORRIBLE night out. The first reason is much more important as to why I am writing right now, but the second is just as important....... I am on a rampage tonight. I'm writing here right now because I had a really bad nihgt out. For anyone that does't know...... I struggle horribly with mental health issues. I am gay. I was born a male. But an extremely feminine one. I have been fighting for my life from the time I was old enough to remember. Tonight proved to be too horrible to write about, but here I am writing. Maybe I willl make some sense out of the last few months. Maybe I will get someone to hear me. I've been struggling for a voice for my entire life now. Tonight I Went out. My friend Tori picked me up for a drive and a coffee and I paused Ginji before I departed from the house. Definitely a smart decision as tonight was no night for a Tama to be in route with me or anyone I was around. This Ginji has experienced quite the whirl wind of events. I hatched this clear purple P1 on the evening of the 29th, and boy has it been an adventure... I hatched this Tama and it was a special one. I bought this clear purple P1 off JapanyouWant.com. on the 1st of July. It was a total fluke buy. I was spending the day at Matthews and he and Andrea were doing their usual paint day, and I was hanging out with them and actualy did some painting that day. (I know I am goiung to need to do some speell check on this log ) It was a Monday and I had just gone to my usual weekly doctors appointment. I was due back at work that Tuesday...... Either way I was spending the day with Matt that day and I actualyu did some painting with him and Andra tat day. After doing some painting I decided to play Animal Crossing: New Leaf and after a good hour of gaming I got on my phone..... I was in my ususal instagram/facebook mind trap when I came acrsoss a post from JapanYouWant....... It was a clear purple P1...... I couldn;t believe my eyes when I saw it, and I wasn't sure I was going to be able to buy the Tama. I just didn't know if I was going to make it in time to buy it..... But I made it..... That clear purple P1 was there, ready for me to purchase. So 48 candain dollars later I had that celar purple P1 in my paypal account... I couldnt belive it. for as long as I've been writing these pages I've been wanting the clear purple P1. :) And I finaly got it!!!!!!! I immeditatly told matttthew and Andrea and of course they were happy for me. I showed up to work as per usual the following day, and a week later I went on a road trip with Matthew and Brandon. A day after coming home from the road trip, I left work at Blue Cross.... I have been no longer able to show up for work since the 16th of July....... I just reached my limit.... to be continued................ |