14/3/2018: This week began with a panic attack that spread out over the course of Monday afternoon to the early evening. I ended up running out of work an hour early and panicked for a good hour and a half over at matts. Then I fell asleep for 3 hours and woke at 8pm to my Mom calling me to see if I was okay.  I had to get her to come pick me up because I was too weak to drive from the panic attacks I had, and I'd not eaten anything at that point.    I stayed home on Tuesday the 13th because I did not sleep the night before. I was up every hour feeling anxious and worried.  I finally got to sleep around 4am and slept till 10:30.  I got up and took care of my Tamas, did a little cleaning and watched an episode of House of Agrophobia (boy do I relate to those people....).  Then Mom came home for lunch and we had quesadillas from booster juice. THEN I took an afternoon nap that lasted till nearly 5pm.... I am so tired that I will take any chance I can to rest... Tuesday night was fun tho because I got to hang out with China, Matt and Basil over to Matt's place. I feel a little safer over there now that I know the people who live below will be evicted by the end of this month. So as you can imagine I have been very stressed with the idea of my job becoming obsolete. But today I got some good news. I stayed home sick again today because this time I was actually sick (bad stomach).  My boss called me around 1:30PM and wanted to let me know that my job was safe -- and for at least 5 years at that. :) It has been wonderful news but it has yet to sink in yet. ;) I am just so happy this is happening and I won't have to go to the call center.  I have literally been sick with worry and it in return made me sick... Just so much has gone on since December when my great uncle. It started with his passing and then just went from there. Anyways... Hopefully tomorrow I am feeling better and back to work in my job that I am happy in. Since the last time I have wrote I have had some changes. I ended up with Mimitchi on my white/blue Tama, and GInjirotenshi on the Pink Angel. Ginji is still hanging on at 24 years old on my red/yellow Tama. I am having anxiety this evening.... And some pain.... I really hope things start looking up again. I still don't feel that sense of releif about work.... but I know it will come soon. I am just so happy that things are going to be okay career and money wise..... I also forgot to mention Morino Tamagotch, still Minotchi -- what a sweetie. I love Morino Tama and I will most likely restart it when Minotchi passes away. I still need to try for that cigarette smoking character. He looks even more badass than the smoking cahracter on TamaOtchi Nakamaura. ;) I am gonna finish this blog here because I am really not feeling the best and I wanna end it on a positive note. :) I expect to hatch more Tamas soon... Been missing Mesu and Osu lately.. Been so long since I raised those Tamas. :) Back to main page