15/7/2016: I am sorry to say that I have been continually burdened with my panic disorder as it has seriously come back full force. It has been a really hard month, and I know I have spoken of it several times in my past few blog posts, but this is a great outlet for me. I have to say that I wouldn't be getting through this as well as I have been without the help of my family and friends - both online and IRL. Yesterday proved to be another day where my panic attacks got so bad that I really thought I was going to pass out. I am not going to give up though! I am going to take it on one day at a time. I can't say enough how wonderful my Mom and my aunt have been throughout all of this... :) They are my biggest supporters.
Tamagotchi has certainly been a light in all the stress for me as well. It is so wonderful to have a hobby to turn to when things are not going as they should be. I managed to get Mimitchi back yesterday even though I haven't been the best caretaker this week. My sweet little one came back to me around 5:30pm yesterday evening while we were all watching the movie The Heat which is really hilarious and funny. I was telling Kat that she needs to watch it because she loves Sandra Bullock so much. :)
Let's see here.... Oh yes I still have Hashizotchi here with me at age 9. He got sick somewhere along the way and I don't anticipate him being around for too long, but he is really easy to care for and I love him. I may start another P2 after he leaves just so I can solidify the method of getting this wonderful character. :)
Tentotchi on my Morino Tamagotch is stil going strong at age 7! Another truly adorable character who I am so glad I managed to get. For one of my worst months this year anxiety wise, I certainly managed to get some cool characters. :) Oh yes and I am still raising Mothra Tamagotch, I have been updating those blogs throughout the morning today so more info over there.
I decided to hatch another Tama this morning when I got out of bed. I still have to try for the secret characters on the Japanese P2's, along with Nyatchi the cat who is in place of Pochitchi. I hatched my blue/black/yellow buttons Japanese P2, the one with Mimitchi in a space ship at the top. :) I am gonna try for Pochitchi (Nyatchi) or Zukitchi so I can take a stab at getting the seceret character. I will be happy with either of those characters because I have not had either of them. :) My Shirobabitchi just changed into Tonmarutchi a little while ago so he is content for the moment.
I stayed off work yesterday just because my panic attacks were so bad, and today I had a vacation day so I have an extra long weekend to see if I can get myself back on track. I am definitely worried about the safety of my job at work right now... I have had to take a lot of time off due to my panic disorder... My boss has always been really understanding, but I still get this fear that people think I am abusing my sick time when in fact I really am not well. :( I just wanna get better!!
Tongiht ended up being a lot better as I went up to my cousin Laura's house and we have family visiting from away - Laura's sister Kim, her husband Scott and two kids. It was a great night and it really helped take my mind off my anxiety. A good night had by all and hopefully many more to come. I paused my Tamas for this just because there was a lot of people around and I didn't want any of them getting neglected. I am home now and just gonna get ready for bed. I will do more with the page tomorrow. :) Good night all!
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